This book means so much to me. So much till I want to keep it with me for all times, to linger with it every seconds of my life, to go through each chapter till I die. It’s so special, it taught me a lot of things, brought various emotions out of me, it made me smile, it made me cry, it made me fly. I really enjoy "reading" this book.
I love to read it so much. I would read it even when I was doing my assignment and tomorrow is the due date!, when I was being with my family which I seldom get to see, and even when I was studying for my exam...see how important this book was to me...so funny cause it wasn't mine and it can be taken away by others who love to have it too, it can be lost because of my mistake or be burned in flame and gone forever...silly me right?. So silly but still I want to have it with me. I want it to belong with me, be part of my life, and that means I need to keep it safe, protect it and chase away other readers who want to take it away from me, isn’t it?
But...sadly...something happened...this book no longer bear with me like before. Eventhough me and the book were far apart, I still remember each meaningful chapter, all the interesting phrases and exciting parts that I’ve gone through. They still remain in my mind and I wish I could hold them on forever since they’re precious to me...but...without that book...it hurts so much...feel like it was the most painful thing I’ve ever faced. It made my heart bleed and took out lots of tears everytime they crossed my mind. I wish I could make them vanish and gone forever...but it really seems so hard...
My friend told me to find a new book but I’m afraid...it’s not easy to find a book that leave such great impact on your life and I don’t even think about it when the first time I had this book with me. But I know that time will come...the time that I will get back my precious book or...maybe the time to find a new, hopefully a better book for me...insyaALLAH. I’m not sure when, I don’t know how but one thing for sure that I will keep pray and ask ALLAH to grant whatever the best for me. I will certainly accept whole-heartedly anything HE gives me but I will be much, much grateful, thankful if HE can make me and the book together again...insyaALLAH.
