~*Choose Her Every Day (Or Leave Her)*~

I spent 5 years hurting a good woman by staying with her but never fully choosing her.

I did want to be with this one. I really wanted to choose her. She was an exquisite woman, brilliant and funny and sexy and sensual. She could make my whole body laugh with her quick, dark wit and short-circuit my brain with her exotic beauty. Waking up every morning with her snuggled in my arms was my happy place. I loved her wildly.

Unfortunately, as happens with many young couples, our ignorance of how to do love well quickly created stressful challenges in our relationship. Before long, once my early morning blissful reverie gave way to the strained, immature ways of our everyday life together, I would often wonder if there was another woman out there who was easier to love, and who could love me better.

As the months passed and that thought reverberated more and more through my head, I chose her less and less. Every day, for five years, I chose her a little less.

I stayed with her. I just stopped choosing her. We both suffered.

Choosing her would have meant focusing every day on the gifts she was bringing into my life that I could be grateful for: her laughter, beauty, sensuality, playfulness, companionship, and so… much… more.

Sadly, I often found it nearly impossible to embrace – or even see – what was so wildly wonderful about her.

I was too focused on the anger, insecurities, demands, and other aspects of her strong personality that grated on me. The more I focused on her worst, the more I saw of it, and the more I mirrored it back to her by offering my own worst behavior. Naturally, this only magnified the strain on our relationship… which still made me choose her even less.

Thus did our nasty death spiral play itself out over five years.

She fought hard to make me choose her. That’s a fool’s task. You can’t make someone choose you, even when they might love you.

To be fair, she didn’t fully choose me, either. The rage-fueled invective she often hurled at me was evidence enough of that.

I realize now, however, that she was often angry because she didn’t feel safe with me. She felt me not choosing her every day, in my words and my actions, and she was afraid I would abandon her.

Actually, I did abandon her.

By not fully choosing her every day for five years, by focusing on what bothered me rather than what I adored about her, I deserted her.

Like a precious fragrant flower I brought proudly into my home but then failed to water, I left her alone in countless ways to wither in the dry hot heat of our intimate relationship.

I’ll never not choose another woman I love again.

It’s torture for everyone.

If you’re in relationship, I invite you to ask yourself this question:

“Why am I choosing my partner today?”

If you can’t find a satisfying answer, dig deeper and find one. It could be as simple as noticing that in your deepest heart’s truth, “I just do.”

If you can’t find it today, ask yourself again tomorrow. We all have disconnected days.

But if too many days go by and you just can’t connect with why you’re choosing your partner, and your relationship is rife with stress, let them go. Create the opening for another human being to show up and see them with fresh eyes and a yearning heart that will enthusiastically choose them every day.

Your loved one deserves to be enthusiastically chosen. Every day.

You do, too.

Choose wisely.

- Source: Fb Sageword -

~*Love is not just about feelings, its commitment*~

My heartfelt condolence. Share bukan untuk aibkan sesiapa tapi untuk jadi iktibar dan pengajaran buat kita semua.

Semoga para lelaki mendalami indahnya akhlak Rasulullah SAW sebagai suami dan ketua keluarga sebelum berkahwin.

My husband always remind me that 'love is not just about feelings, its commitment'. How two person commits to give their best, whatever it takes.

Looking at this two, I guess I'm a bit demanding as well... I pun nak Prada, nak LV, nak Ferragamo... But my husband cakap, mengikut Islam, when he takes me, he takes up the responsibility to fulfill my wants and needs. Tapi I pun tak ada lah minta bukan-bukan from my husband because I pun kerja so I can afford what I want with my own money, Ni lah dipanggil EHSAN.

Tahu tak tugas dalam rumah ialah tanggungjawab suami? Tahu tak dalam Islam ada bahagian nafkah untuk wangian dan perhiasan isteri? I tak tahu, Saif yang beritahu. Tahu tak, kalau isteri dah biasa bersenang jadi tanggungjawab suami untuk sediakan maid? Itu pun Saif beritahu. Kenapa Saif tahu because he reads a lot, he listens a lot. Dia bukan lelaki yang besar kepala dan bentuk marriage ikut kepala dia je dengan verdict, ikut hukum agama isteri kena patuh pada suami! Tak, Rasulullah tak berkeras dengan isteri, Baginda suami penyayang, kongsi selimut, bergurau senda, pergi pasar kemas rumah, what does that tell u? It means he was a loving man, responsible and tolerates in marriage.

Tanggungjawab isteri dalam Islam ialah menjaga suami, menjaga harta suami sepanjang pemergian dan menjaga kehormatan diri. Kerja rumah tu ehsan isteri, jaga anak tu ehsan, duit isteri dalam household ialah sedekah dari isteri. Tak percaya? Dalamilah ilmu agama berkaitan perkahwinan...Jgn tahu nak kawin je lepas 6 minggu dah macam-macam jadi.

Kalau mutually dah agree to swap duties, itu persetujuan antara suami dan isteri. EHSAN. Ini rumah bersepah marah isteri pulak instead of buat jugak. Susu anak pun tak reti nak buat. Memang tanggungjawab lelaki besar. Sebab tu, kalau tak sanggup, fikir banyak kali sebelum kahwin.

Indahnya perkahwinan bila suami jadikan akhlak Rasulullah sebagai his way of life and core of action. Ni tak, kutip sunnah tang kahwin empat. Imamkan isteri solat pun entah ada ke tak. Kerja rumah serah bulat-bulat kat isteri. Duit sendiri perabih kat main bola, lepak dengan kawan, rokok. Duit isteri guna beli pampers, duit dapur. Duit isteri bayar rumah, bayar kereta. Itu semua tanggungjawab suami. Macam mana rezeki keluarga nak bertambah kalau isteri bagi duit dalam tak ikhlas dalam marah sebab suami tak berikan nafkah dia, malah ambil pulak lagi dari dia bahagian yg sepatutnya tanggungjawab suami? Again, if the parties dah agree to swap responsibility, itu lain. Thats EHSAN.

Susah kan jadi lelaki? Sebab itu lah digalakkan kahwin dari kalangan sekufu.

Tapi zaman sekarang, entahlah. Kita kata kita islam, tapi kita pilih-pilih panduan yang mana nak ikut. Sedih kan.

Kalau Rasulullah tengok agaknya Baginda sedih tak? Ini ke Umat yg dia rindu dan sebut berkali-kali sebelum wafat tu. Ini ke umat yang nak diberi syafaat tu.

Ingatan buat sendiri dan semua, jom kita tepuk dada tanya iman.

- Source: Fb Tun Fiqa Mohammad -

~*Jangan Jatuh Cinta! Tapi Bangun Cinta*~

Wanita itu tak mudah jatuh hati pada seorang lelaki.

Namun jika ia tlah suka pada seorang lelaki, susah baginya untuk melupakannya.

Sebaliknya, lelaki itu biasanya mudah untuk jatuh hati pada wanita.

Namun tak sulit baginya pula untuk melupakan dan pindah pada lain hati.

Maka, itulah mengapa banyak wanita mengatakan lelaki tak setia.

Itu juga yang biasanya dikatakan wanita susah move on.

Maka, berhati-hatilah untuk jatuh hati,

karena jika sudah jatuh tak sedikit yang sulit bangkit.

Pastikan, lelaki atau wanita yang kau cintai

adalah dia yang dihalalkan untukmu, dianugerahkan untukmu.

Kalau belum waktunya, bersabarlah,

jangan terlalu mudah memberikan sinyal cinta,

karena jika berpisah, sakitnya tuh disini...

- Source: Fb Setia Furqon Kholid -

~*Absolutely Right*~

Bila berlaku krisis rumah tangga di mana si isteri dipersalahkan seperti :

Tak jaga kecantikan

Masak tak sedap

Tak pandai masak

Bersepah malas mengemas

Asyik nak balik rumah dia je

Badan membesar jadi gemuk tak cantik

Pemalas

Malah kadang2 ada yg faktornya si Isteri curang...

Pernahkah kamu terfikikir wahai lelaki sepanjang usia perkahwinan kamu itu...

Adakah kamu menjaga isteri kamu sebaik mungkin

Makan pakaianya kamu berikan secukupnya tak?

Keinginan seksual isterimu kamu puaskan ke tak?

Jika tak pernahkah kamu beruaha untuk berubat dsbg?

Bila dia perlukan teman berbual kamu ada disisi tak?

Masa dia lahirkan anak kamu temankan dia kat hospital tak?

Kamu azan dan qamat anak2 yg dia lahirkan tak?

Kamu berjaga malam buatkan susu tak masa baby tu menangis malam2 masa dia dlm pantang tak?

Kamu imamkan solat berjemaah dengan dia tak?

Kamu kejut dia solat tahajud malam2 tak?

Kamu bawak dia ke masjid dengar majls ilmu tak?

Kamu bawak dia ke masjid solat tarawikh bulan puasa sama2 tak?

Kamu bawak dia pergi umrah dan haji tak?

Kamu ajak dia sama2 bersedekah bantu orang miskin tak?

Kamu isi dada isteri kamu dengan iman dan taqwa tak?

Kamu bagi duit tak setakat yg kamu manpu? Ke kamu mengepow duit isteri kamu?

Jika jawapannya ialah YA untuk semua permasalahan di atas maka jangan salahkan PEREMPUAN... they deserve to be happy and live happily with someone else and NOT with you !

Tapi jika kau dah berikan segala2nya diatas dan dia masih macam celaka... maka bersabarlah kerana neraka bagi perempuan yang tidak bersyukur... !

Muhasabah dirilah dulu sebelum nak tengok keburukan orang menyalahkan orang... dan bersabarlah kerana SABAR itu sangat sweeet...

Ikhlas dari:

YM Raja Shamri

@Padang Luas Jerteh

Terengganu

~*Home Wrecker*~

There is this one guy who gets married to his first wife but in doing so he had hurt someone very badly from his past. Though people see him as happily married, he can’t stop himself from feeling guilty and in the end decided to marry the woman from his past. They got married. They are happy but of course the 1st wife is very unhappy.

The first wife did a lot of things; hurtful yet understandable things to the second wife but things get worst. She even started to conspire with the mother in law so as to pressure the husband to divorce the second wife. And came the day the husband can no longer take the pressure. He nearly succumbs to the pressure but Allah is great. The second wife is pregnant with their first child, leaving the husband yet again dumbfounded not knowing what to do. He loves his mother very much but divorcing a pregnant wife even he could not do that.

But the pressure is so tremendous and thus the husband comes with a plan where he deceived the first wife and his own mother that he has divorced the second wife. And thus they rejoice at their winnings. Little did they know they were cheated.

But somehow the plan that the husband thought was brilliant was the one plan that stops him from being able to perform his responsibility to his 2nd wife being pregnant and left alone. The second wife suffers a complicated pregnancy. She bled profusely for a month due to stress. Her body somehow is not ready for the pregnancy and produce less hormone. She had to be on hormone replacement therapy and due to her condition she can no longer work and she lost her job even in that situation when the 1st wife and the mother in law knew that the divorce was a scam, they put more pressure to destroy the marriage.

Their reason was that the second wife is a home wrecker even though the second wife had never really pushed for the husband to divorce the 1st wife. They were so into the idea that the 2nd wife is in the wrong that they never take a step back and look at what they are really doing. Wrecking the marriage of that 2nd wife and ensuring that the baby will have no father.

The second wife is now only 3 months pregnant but she is already planning her divorce and how to survive as a single mom, planning of birthing the child alone without the support of her dear husband. She said all along for nearly 2 months she knows she is pregnant. She has gone through her pregnancy alone. Her husband failed to be there for her because he prioritized his family more and it got me thinking. Isn't she his family as well? isn't the child that she carries in her womb, his child? his blood? how can a person be that selfish?

Man out there! There is nothing wrong with polygamy but do remember that it comes with string attached; responsibilities towards the wives, should not be neglected and the child's well being should be taken care off.

Divorcing your wife on the account of fulfilling your mother's wish is clearly against what our religion preach. If u do not have enough knowledge then seek for it but do not ever make a decision only based on what other people tell u to do.

Rasulullah s.a.w. is the best to his wives and yet at the same time is the one who gives utmost importance in being kind to the parents.

Thus husbands out there who practices polygamy, please be more considerate to the feelings of your wife. Do not abandon them. You are their protector thus step up and be one and at the same time be kind to your mothers. Outline the boundaries that should not be crossed because the love to a mother is definitely different than a love to the wives. Be firm and resume your role as the leader of your family.

And those who are a parent, remember the boundaries that we have in being a parent. Do not destroy the happiness of our child for our happiness. We are not the one living their life. Guide them to the right path and then let go. Let them write their own story.

- Source: Fb Diyana Izyan -

~*Love is...^^kawaii*~

 

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